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Monday, October 6th, 2003
1:40 pm
Life here isn't so bad, after all. I went shopping again, though not at Selfridges. [blush] I found a store that had what I was looking for. Thankfully it was right where Aredhel said it would be. I think Celeborn will like what I bought, and it will show him that I love him so much I'd do anything I could to make him happy. Well...almost anything. I just can't agree to bring his brother to our bed.

I admit, the thought of him with someone else else has always made me jealous. After all, he is my husband. These others, even Galathil, haven't been through what we have. They don't deserve him, not like I do. Yet he gives himself to them anyway.

Yet if I were to do the same, I'm certain he would be the same way! If I gave myself to people out of lust (not that I've ever desired anyone but Celeborn), he would be angry and hurt and probably unkind to the other person - wouldn't he? He's always been the jealous type in the past.

I can't wait to find him and show him his present. [happy grin as she ascends the stairs]

current mood: confused

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Sunday, October 5th, 2003
1:29 am
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Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003
6:14 pm
I find it troubling that Fingon does not wish to help me in this fight against Morgoth. Did he not help to lead us the last time? I understand feeling tired - drained. I understand all too well, though he was not here to see me during the Third Age. He cannot possibly know the pain of losing a son and then a daughter, or of the toll my soul paid for carrying Nenya all those years. Yet I have returned to save this place.

I needed to be alone for awhile, and so I found myself where I usually do - Selfridges. It's not that I enjoy the city, or the crowds of people. If I had my way I would flee to what remains of Lorien and hide there instead. But I cannot. I must remain in London for a time, and that means adjustments must be made, allowances given. Somehow I have made this store my private place. Odd, that I should feel so alone among so many.

current mood: melancholy

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Tuesday, September 9th, 2003
3:15 pm - My First Entry
I am not certain why I've been asked to do this, though I suppose it will be of benefit to future generations. That makes it all right then.

Tonight is the night I will see Celeborn again. I can't believe that after all this time I will finally be able to see him - to touch him. I can think of a number of things I would like to do to him, truth be told. I know he has taken partners over the past five thousand years, but I have not. It has been frustrating, to say the least, and I do not think we shall leave his bedroom until some time tomorrow. Hopefully he won't mind. If her does, this dress should be enough to convince him otherwise.

I am allowing Maedhros to accompany me, and in turn he promised to try to blend in. He hasn't really been out among men since arriving back to Arda, and I'm a bit nervous in allowing him to go tonight. He did well when I took him to Selfridges, though - his one trip out, so I am hoping for the best. He really is very sweet. I hate his guilty tendencies, though.

Elrond has gotten a job. It's in Celeborn's publishing house, of all places! I doubt Ethan Silvertree goes over all his employees records, so he likely doesn't even know. Won't that be an amusing revelation!

And Fingon..I do not think the city agrees with him yet, if it ever will. I worry for him, but since it is he, not I, who is leading this group I must have faith that he will be well.

There. That wasn't so bad after all! I think I shall enjoy writing in this electronic replica of a journal.

current mood: horny

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